my life is completely random

The best things of my life have all happened by chance. Everything is absolutely random, from life-changing relationships to closest friends. It was all random.

Sometimes I think back to some of the single actions that ended up changing my life forever which some of them are pure bullsh*t. I totally regret it, my goofiness in high school was completely random, those times were not me.

I wish I have the knowledge right now to prevent those actions which ended up changing my life easily, so f*cking easy. I don't even have a friend whom I consider a best friend, they all just happened to be a friend, nothing important. It was just a classmate thing which is completely normal to befriend with.

I even have a crush on someone I don't really know, her life, her attitude, and her appearance. I recently came upon some of her photos on social media. Her mother often talks to me about her, which might be the reason why I embodied those words as I grow older. We're both Facebook friends, despite the fact that we used to talk in high school. I'm not sure why we stop?. I don't know why but those things was happened to be random.

The thought that one's life is random and that you may have very little influence over the best aspects of it can be frightening; however, I find it very exciting. I've discovered that acknowledging the randomness and then fully embracing it is the best strategy. While you can't control random events, you can manage how much room you give unpredictability in your life. Great things will happen if you get out of bed, stay positive, and keep placing yourself in intriguing circumstances.